Trials Wisdom of God

There are some friends who ask me why I carry the theme of mysticism in the book and or my writings, whereas Sufism was a fairly heavy implemented, because a lot of his trials. To be honest I have no idea, why the hearts and minds is just tick, focused and inclined to mysticism. I am always thrilled and sometimes to tears while reading a discussion of Sufism. I know, studying and writing about mysticism, not the easy thing to do, a lot of obstacles and temptations, but somehow this heart still feels comfortable to learn and share knowledge through writing this.


Perhaps because of my journey so far, which Alhamdulillah, Allah destined many exams, where nearly all my life, always went by His grace (His test is a blessing). Never at a time, I was hesitant to write about Sufism, for fear of temptation, fear of exams came, related to my writings. And I had the intention to stop writing about mysticism. But Subhaanallah, when I doubt, Allah gives a feeling of incredible sadness. Sad because I feel insecure Allah SWT, which has always accompanied me through everything in my life, sad and guilty alike Allah SWT, because doubt his affection. Had not God who helped me through all this? Had not Allah who accompanied me in all conditions, never leave me and never ignore me? Is not God never let me through all the trials of his own? I am not, is within warranty and supervision? In tahajut, I got a very great cry, I really feel bad, because they do not believe in God, does not believe in his promises, that God will not give tests, beyond the ability of his servant. I feel, has become a very wicked servant to God, but God is always good to me and always care about me. I ask myself, what kind of servant am I? His fear of exams, fear of something that has not happened? Where is my faith? Where monotheism and ketawakkalan me? If I had really strong faith, and true in my ketawakkan monotheism and, of course, this will not happen? At that time I really was having a slump of faith. But Alhamdulillah, Allah brought me and strengthen me. Give peace and strength to continue to learn and write about Sufism. Then somehow, as there is strength, serenity and difficult for me to express this as the hand will not stop writing and all writing, such as flow, there always seems to be what I want to write. And yes, it is true, the test Sufism is really heavy and continuous, it is also very diverse, always come and go. Alhamdulillah until now, I am fine and even Subhaanallah, I am very thankful to God who had chosen this path for me. I am very grateful to God Almighty who has taught me, through the book that I wrote, Allah taught me through writing material that I wrote. I thank God Almighty, who has moved my heart and mind to gravitate toward mysticism. And besyukur to Allah who has used me in his tests, galvanize me with the number and variety of tests. Related to the above description, the following is a discussion of the wisdom of the test, which in fact, when we are tested by God means that we have chosen him to be raised to a higher level that has been set up for us. All events on earth is the will and power of God. None of these events regardless of his control. Dry leaves in the wind, then fell somewhere, is in power and in his observation. The wind blew, the clouds-arak, the sun was shining, everything is on the order and will of Him. All is fate and iradahnya.

Trial or test is engineered Divining for selecting His servants. Trials are given by God for the purpose of improving the quality of human life. Those who pass will rise degrees. Conversely, for those who do not pass there are two alternatives, which remain in place or it sag fell to a lesser degree.
In other words, there is no single human being on this earth by God let pass without getting a test. Especially for those who have claimed to be a believer, then the recognition it needs proof. Only through tests that came and went, one can prove his faith to God. And Allah has confirmed His Word: "Do men think that they will be allowed to say, 'We have faith, they will not be tested?" (Surah Al-Ankabut: 2) test given to men is diverse, there is a direct , there are indirect. There are about him, his family, or his property. There were heavy, but there is also a light-light only. There is a form of misery, but not least in the form of pleasure. Depending on who will be tested, and of course it's all up to the judgment of God. The important thing for us is the feeling and attitude in the tests we should always prepare as well as possible. Preparing mentally and our faith, so that when a time trial comes to us, we are ready. Because Promotion Test, usually come unannounced and unexpected arrival. If we are ready to accept it, then we will undertake tests it with gusto, no complaints, because we realize that it is not a test light, especially for the Promotion Test.